Too hard

I see more bruises form on my skin

I feel more pain from my pelvis

I see myself lying in the air

I see myself staring into nowhere

I find myself getting lost in my thoughts

I see the scale going down it can’t stop

I find more tears trickling down my cheeks

And my heart feels hollow while it bleeds

Still trudging with the same pair of shoes

Stuck in this mad forest deep

Still holding on to one leaf

That fell in my dreams

Still seeing the same bruises

On the edges of my hands

Because I hit myself too hard

To burst veins everywhere