Sadness creeps as the dawn breaks
A perfect start to a new day
Oh shame, it is.
Beyond escape
This indescribable feeling creeping up my chest
No words to express the emotions infested
Just a mixture of intense elaboration
Haunting me day and night
Comes and goes as and when it likes
What is this sheer sensation
Engulfing my chest
Eating me alive
A trickle of silence accompanied thereafter
Oppressively screaming fears into my ears
I can’t escape from this bewilderment
I’ve fallen too deep and became tormented
No more words left to support the emptiness hung
Everything’s engaged with the same fearful drum
And the shame that comes with no idea
A shame so intense it’s insanely superior
Threatening to eat me alive
As I stay paralysed in blocked emotions
There’s nowhere to run
Only to surrender
I screamed “HELP” as I laid helpless
Feeling it penetrated into each and every corner
No tears left to empty out the emptiness
No words left to spell out the horrors of what’s ahead of my decisions
No voice left to unwind this curious piece of guiltiness
No more smiles to mask this slow sensation of fear
Each shaming attack
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