Your number scares the shit out of me I fumbled with my phone to clear you out of my sight Anything reminding me of you Gives me the chills I am deleting them all Because you scare the fuck out of me And you fucked me over too much Funny how these eight digits still... Continue Reading →

I am

I am 5 ft 3 inches tall And I weigh less than 120lbs I love simplicity I don’t like too much dramas So when it’s time to let go I will Because I get tired as well I love my personal space and I’m still very private with my thoughts I hate being forced to... Continue Reading →

Betta Boo Bee

Deeds of crimson branded all over your skin Those scarlet tears percolating out of it Crying out words your lips fail to promote Screaming out fears These soulless eyes can’t perform Painting an art your heart doesn’t want to keep Leaving you antagonized and begging on your knees For that God out there, if ever... Continue Reading →

Too hard

I see more bruises form on my skin I feel more pain from my pelvis I see myself lying in the air I see myself staring into nowhere I find myself getting lost in my thoughts I see the scale going down it can't stop I find more tears trickling down my cheeks And my... Continue Reading →


对不起 我还爱你 还需要你 。 。 。 。 忘不了你 对不起 心不能分离 对不起 要你开心 对不起 这些我都给不了你 明明知道心是玻璃瓶 却不注意到话题 破碎了憔悴的你 对不起 心如刀割 就割伤你纯粹的心 对不起 我愿意忘了你 对不起 当时只是以为自己可以 爱一个人是要他快乐 要他快乐却为何哭了 读不了我苦衷最好 若恨我一辈子 别忘了我的好 对不起 承诺都成真不了 对不起 不逞之徒是我 心疼的人也还是我 走着走着 你的爱在岁月中消失了 这消息我一瓶酒永远喝不下 恨你是因为爱到骨子里 在盼望未来一起看日落的阳光中 蒙住眼瞎 看透不了你的绝望 对不起 一个人 走着走着 还是担心你承不下 对不起 我知道错了 也知道你很坚强 会尽量离你远去 若还留下你一半 是想记住你的美 对不起 心里知道就好 再也不会说爱你了 对不起... Continue Reading →


或许一开始 不该谈恋爱 或许一开始 不该说再见 说了太多变成习惯 自尊心放了太高也是个坏习惯 自己累了 不能够保护自己吗? 来来去去的你 说散就散 说牵就牵 如果没勇气爱 何必塞着期望来 听你朋友吧 错误我来承担 公平吧 不想知道我的思想 错的人是我吧 与情绪对付憔悴的你 一个人寂寞沉默 一个人哭着想念我 却狠狠割伤心头肉 这颗心是燕子窝 是悲哀灵魂包容 可以速快恢复吗? 你也累了吧 这些都想不通 我背影向你却没追了吧 没关系 我爱对你还包容 爱你愚笨伤痕累累的决定 确定两个人分离会开心 你不在我未来出现了 十全十美的人生 心房却无法开设 你我俩 连陌生人也不当 已消失在你思想中 已飞了寻找你的自由 我也飞走了 与你留下来的另一半 牵着 只是擦肩而过 的回忆吧 心一旦死了 不能在原地徘徊


我爱你爱到傻 也爱你爱到老 但你只能够慢慢走你的街巷 喜欢和你摇晃 虽然背快要断 只要你开心 我什么都承得下 但你只想着她 也不停的挣扎 而我只能够 慢慢爱你的变化 只怕你被伤害到 只要爱你爱到老 只要你还活得好 我无所谓 一个人走散

Once upon a time

Once upon a time There lived a girl Called Why No one believed in her Couldn't see Why She died In a tiny penthouse And sometimes they hear her whispers Especially in the middle of the night Sometimes they saw her figure Trudging the forest by No one questioned her existence Neither did they question... Continue Reading →


The darker my poetry The harder I could cry The greater my massacre The longer I felt alive This walls that trapped me Tore my limbs apart And the whole world spins outside While my mind spun for life I tried to grasp for light Each time some seeps through Yet each time my fingers... Continue Reading →

Dinner Tonight

I chopped off my fingers for garlic We shall have it for dinner tonight I choked my hidden fetus alive It’s blood is paradise We’re having it all for dinner Although my guests ain't human My guests are what you call monsters The ones screaming in your head The evil side of your ego The... Continue Reading →

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